Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Losing weight

I've decided to go on a diet! The scale at home says I'm 135... but I think its off because it also says Alex weighs 200 and the scale at his gym says 180... but I'm not risking it! I feel like I look fatter, so I'm going to try and lose 15 lbs or so.

This is what I've had to eat today -

Breakfast - Special K protein bar
Lunch - Ham sandwich on wholegrain bread w/ a little honeymustard, tomatoes, and pepper

My biggest problem isn't eatting ALOT it's eatting the wrong kind of food. I rarely ever eat snacks... so I'm confused as to how I gained weight... but I think it might be because all I do is sit around all day whereas I used to walk at least some at school.

Whatever the reason, I hope this works.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Sexy vs. Trashy

There is a fine line between sexy and trashy.

Alex and I were having this conversation last night and I thought he brought up a good point. Some girls try so hard to look sexy to attract guys... they just come off as trashy. And you know, you have to just feel bad for them... because they obviously have no self esteem and think if they act a certain way guys will want them. But in all reality, most decent guys wouldn't touch them with a 20 foot pole... in Michael & Alex's terms.

Then again, I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt. Maybe girls like that really just don't care about getting a steady boyfriend or getting married. If so, then it doesn't really matter if they act that way.

But seriously, come on... if you sleep with every guy you meet on the first date... he is never going to be a serious boyfriend. Because, in his mind, he'll know you've probably done the same thing with other guys... and guys just don't like that... not for the girls they marry.

You don't have to believe me if you don't want... but according to the guys I know, that's how it is. You may be a "good time" but you'll never be the girl they take home to meet the parents.

It's sad, it really is... that some people have no self esteem and live that way. And if you do, for the love of GOD, why would you ever brag about it? It makes you look like trash, which is not cute.

I know I would never associate myself with people like that. If I honestly thought they weren't just confused.

FYI - this is to no one in particular, and it's purely a personal belief that I've always thought. It just happened to come up again last night and I figured I'd blog about it

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Crazyness

Well Mrs. Johnson is freaking out again because we officially set our wedding date to 10/17... and I guess making it official caused her to relapse into psycho-mode. I mean, seriously, she knew we were getting married in OCTOBER! I guess she was hoping we'd keep pushing it off and eventually break-up.

Not a chance, honey ;) Whine and moan and cry all you want, I'm still marrying Alex like it or not. And grow up while your at it and realize he'll be TWENTY-FOUR FREAKING YEARS OLD and that is NOT too young no matter how you look at it or try to convince yourself. That argument is getting old. And we WILL last, no matter how much you tell him we have a chance in hell. Wake up and realize that neither you or Mr. Johnson or whoever is going to keep me from marrying my Alex.

No, she doesn't read my blog, I just had to get that out. She's driving me CRAZY with her bipolar crap. I mean, for real, at Christmas she even bought be a "Bride" pin... and now this? COME ON.

Anyway - I'm thinking about changing my colors to sage green, brown, and light gold. Maybe. I don't know... I'm so indecisive.

Well I better get back to cooking supper. Sausage dogs with onion and pepper and homemade garlic-parmesan potato chips (Laila's recipe, the BEST FRY-CHIP THINGS EVER)!

Friday, January 2, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

New Years turned out to be fun! Minus some sketchy people. It never fails.

Regardless, I had fun anyway.



Alex and I in our cute NYE outfits :) I had a little too much fun w/ paint shop pro!